so.... this is awkward
please dont hate me guys!
i missed xanga so much, but school has been CRAZY like your wouldn't believe
i cant get back to all those comments from the last post (if we had a nice conversation going), and after spring break there will probably be those big gaps again til summer.
but hopefully you guys wont hate me enough to comment on this one! i have 6 days til school and hopefully we can chat til then(:

as an apology for being gone so long
i gathered lots of photos in class for this post
please enjoy<3

listen to
ignorance -- paramore (ACOUSTIC)



























































































































 






 
 




























 































































And these are pictures that I took
SO I KNOW SOME OF YOU GUYS TAKE THEM WITHOUT CREDITING
whatever
if you dont feel guilty about stealing my pics, then i guess i cant stop you














 

oh and THANK YOU, i just went back and read the comments on my last post
i love you guys so much
i literally just texted my friend saying, i feel so loved right now, it's amazing what strangers can do!
<3

 

KAREL this picture is for you since you like carousels
its a mini carousel in my room!
give credit if you take this pic(:



Ah another crazy week!
finally an update(:
just photos today cause im playing a really intense game right now...

listen to:
situations -- escape the fate







































 
















i believe these are lyrics from the song new year by death cab for cutie









































quote of the day:

Have you ever been in love? It’s horrible. It makes you vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different than any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it, they did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the dark. So simple a phrase like “maybe we should just be friends” turns into a glass splinter working its way in your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination, not just in the mind, it’s a soul-hurt. A real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love.

I don't entirely agree, especially the last sentence, but it was just so . . true sometimes.

Happy Friday everyone(:
maybe i'll squeeze in another post tomorrow
if i have time!

oh my im sorry i havent been on all week
im trying to catch up on comments
but tonight im just so tired D:
this post is just pics and answering questions

visit my friends new xanga:
http://andyvicious.xanga.com/
hes cool(:

listen to:
in her eyes -- basshunter































































quesetionsanswered;

dustin_wind: Your thoughts on sex? Is it okay to be just casual? Or should it be something more than that?
my answer: personally for now, im decided to wait for marriage. IM SUCH A PRUDE D: but its how i was raised haha because i do believe its special and should be with the person you love, not some casual one time thing! i just imagine it like this. out there there's someone that is destined to be your soulmate, how do you feel knowing that they could possibl be sexing someone right now? but my decision could possibly switch, i am always open for change.

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loveisworththefallx3: what's your favoriteee zoo animal?
my answer: OH DEFINITELY THE PANDA. ive been to both zoos in the US that have them, san diego and dc baby! theyre so cute and fat and adorable!

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mfhgraphics: do you collect anything? if so, what?
my answer: oh im glad you asked this! i collect stories(: i talk to people because i enjoy listening to stories about life! if thats not something legit to collect, then i guess i could say i collect sobe bottle caps hahah, i like the slogans!

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soulcatcherquotes: what are ten things you love about yourself?
my answer:
1. my music taste hehe
2. my hair!
3. that i have some serious leg muscle
4. my cheeckbones
5. how im usually bubbly and talkative
6. my heartshaped birthmark
7. my brain capacity. thank GOD im smartish or else my parents would eat me alive
8. my eyelashes wtf haha
9. my eyebrows apprently have a nice arch or something aha
10: my artsyness!


thanks for listening yall haha
i really enjoyed that! keep the questions coming

my question to you yall
favourite food?

listen to:
Angels -- Within Temptation
She has the most beautiful voice i have ever heard



1
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see,
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels, I lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy, no more
No remorse cause I still remember,
The smile when you tore me apart.
Angels -- Within Temptation



2
Here's to the moments where we
didn't think about right and wrong.
Where we just lived, crossed
our fingers, and hoped for the best.



3
If I could wish for one thing, it would be to have nothing to wish for.



4
Every now and then, you wake up to a day that affects your whole life. The day in your life when you know you'll never be the same, the day that changes the way you think about everything and everyone.



5
She was the girl who always carried a camera,
trying to find beauty in a world so flawed.



6
nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.



7
she was the girl who dreamed, who saw things how they were
but never really let it getting in the way of her wishful thinking.
she laughed and cried. she lived life to the fullest;
with no intentions of ever turning back or regretting anything.



8
and it's written in the sky
and it gives me a reason to wake up in the morning and fly
fly
because that's what you make me do.



9
between the cold wind and the waves unceasing notion, i still stop to dream...
because I’m turning around on every bridge I crossed
looking for some other place to get lost.



10
I know that I'm never alone,
and I know that my heart is my home.
and the missing part of me,
i can find in the melody.



11
Everything that is, or ever was, began with a dream.



12
we didn’t realize we were making memories; we just thought we were having fun.



 



word of the day

elevator circles

Walking awkwardly around a large elevator lobby after you press the button, because you don't know which elevator door to stand by.

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(o.o)
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Sorry, short post today because I was excited for what I'm about to say..

I want to do this now too because it looks like fun!
Ask me questions, any questions and I shall answer(:
Well I hope that works out haha.
PS if you're planning on asking a questions about love...
I fail at those D: